I am worthy ❤
I missed feeling safe and secure when I was a little girl. I missed my daddy being there to make my little world all right. I missed my mommy being carefree and happy. I was a scared and worried little girl. I used to cry at night. I tried real hard to comfort my little sister with comfort I didn’t have.
At sixteen I found a wonderful young man whose love could not fill the holes. I miss the yearning I had for him. I miss the look of admiration and love that used to shoot from my eyes. I miss wanting him in every possible way in every possible moment. My heart and soul cried for him to need and want me too. He did, but I just couldn’t feel it – so I built a wall – and it still stands between us.
I miss my two babies now that they are grown. I yearn for them to love and need me Iike they used to.
I miss the family we once were.
I’m still here trying to find a way back to a place that no longer exists.
I am worthy ❤ to keep searching, searching, and searching…… ❤